i think i’m having an existential crisis. i am almost 20 with no job, no license, a pitiful education, and anxiety issues. i want to do so many things but money troubles always seem to shoot them down. I have so many ideas on how i could make a name for myself and do something fulfilling with my life but you need money to start a business. you need confidence. you need substance. i have none of those things.
i write. i design. i think. but, i can’t make a living off of those things at this point in time.